this weekend

[tiggz]

i'm kinda spamming my journal lately. oh well.

i've been thinking about this weekend. no, not the fact that it's Valentine's Day weekend. this is PBP Weekend. this will be the first year in four years that i'm not making a trek to LA in february. it feels weird and i've been feeling very nostalgic lately. what with friendships coming to an end and all.

i've been reading my entries from around this time for those three years and i can feel the excitement all over again. meeting bronzers truly has been a highlight of my life. relationships i've formed over the years have caused me great happiness and great sadness. i wouldn't trade any of it for anything in the world. so i want to thank all of those people who've impacted my life. even those i've lost contact with over the years.

all you 'lagers that are heading to LA for the first time to meet each other? savor it. it truly is a wonderful experience and that "first time" will always be a rose colored glasses meeting.

if anyone else feels like getting nostalgic, i'll direct you to my pics for each of the years.

PBP 2002 my camera sucked this year. be warned.
PBP 2003
Wolfram & Hart Annual Revue

Comments

[toscem.livejournal.com]

with things being so sucky wierd lately. I just didnt care, its like none of you are around so relationships drifting apart didnt really seem to matter so much to me, but looking back at those pictures they reminded me about how much I really do care and miss everyone. I think when you dont see someone everday each day it gets a little easier to not see them and I dont like that at all.

[hambam.livejournal.com]

Aww! The sites tour! :-D

[chi2cali.livejournal.com]

I know right?!! *sniff sniff*

[beanies-bint.livejournal.com]

I have been craving LA something terrible lately; in fact I have been talking to andeeh about pictures of him and Kestra I had taken.

:( I hate being so far away from happy times, and all you guys; it's all Christian Kanes fault. The bastard! *shakey fist*

[dualslayers.livejournal.com]

oh god...I'm actually tearing now after looking at the pics.

I miss everyone so much. There's so few people that I've seen since PBP 2003. I've gotten invites to come visit and things like that, but I just didn't have a job and my car started to die on top of computer issues and I just started falling out of touch with everyone.

*sniffle*

I think I'm going to go trawling for PBP pics now...I need a few laughs and tears

~Sarah/dual

[kibarika.livejournal.com]

It's hard, the first year away. At least it was for me. I was sighing the whole weekend. Possibly I was a really shitty girlfriend that weekend, just sitting around staring at my cell phone.

[nightlywander.livejournal.com]

It's weird...it will be my second year away and it STILL sucks.

Your pictures rock! =)

[the-partyman.livejournal.com]

You have some great photogenic memories there.

I still can't get over the fact that there is a photo in existence featuring the Rose I gave to Sarah Thompson (the one with Sarah and Mia). Proof that she didn't throw it staight in the nearest trash can! :)

[http://users.livejournal.com/_cinnamongirl_/]

*sniffle*

*is nostalgic*

[chi2cali.livejournal.com]

It's making me so sad. :-(

*sniff sniff*

I haven't felt this way in a long time, but I miss everyone so much! It's hard isn't it?